The only love she's known

Handcuffed to the headboard of his bed she lay there.... She had been her so many times before that her mind blocks it all out
As he was lashing her
She thought of being free the wind blowing through her hair
As he was thrusting away at her like a wolf dog at a raw piece of meat
She thought of the way her body felt as the sun gently kisses her from her head to her feet

As he was going wild trying to see how many wholes he could fill for his own pleasure only
She thought of the soft gentle water in which she floated away...

She had turned this nightmare into a place of comfort. A place that yes though there was pain and betrayal she felt safe accepted and she felt like she belonged.

So used to it all
Not knowing any better
She kept coming back for more. She felt loved accepted and special.
Even though it hurt
Even though it made her feel different
It was their secret it had to be special
It couldn't be that bad
So she took the pain and horrid memories and turned them into the only love she ever had.

He siad he was making love to her and she believed

this piece is so raw, it tells the story of a very dark place! to say i like it would be a lie, i admire it, thank you for sharing

Well done Girl living your dreams this is raw, brilliant and devastating all in one!

I humbly thank you for reading and for ur kind comments

Once again I am halted: as I was before. Ronel is quite right, there is nothing to like about this poem. One stands in awe and wonder of your courage. Magnificent piece.

My courage is in writting.... hoping it will spill into life soon

o and it will come courage is in your bones just believe it !!!!