Tired of myself

Back forth
Replace
Watch the same dam movies from the past all day
and tonight in an emotional termiol I lay

two years later
no new life in sight
living each day
in memory of the past

I am sick and tired of this dam curse
I want out!!!!!!!

I want to into life anew, no stains
no blemishes
no scars

why oh why after all that i survived can I not find the strength to make it out the front door on a friday night?

What am I waiting for
prince charming to fall through my longe roof?

What is holding me back?

Why cant I just be free to be me????

You have to choose and then just do it girl, it's the only way. The more you think about it the harder it will become. Get out there and do it. (take pictures, I am crazy about the details afterwards)

lol ok so come with me I work better in crowds???

lmao - exhibitionist? Do I hear another poem brewing?

lol no maybe.... pink tutu and pink rain boots

mr price home has great liquorice all sorts wellies??

Mmmm will look into that!!! Had a great day today!!